I feel somewhat infuriated. For one, one of my best friends is using me, or at least it feels that way.
And I cannot to anything about it. Other wise I would not get what I want.
I still feel depressed. I am complaining more than usual. I am still complaining about complaining.
I feel that everything I have done in the past has been stupid and I get mad at myself because of it.
I think I will try to just pay attention to the books I am reading.
I feel stupider each day. I am forgetting lots of things. At work I forget most of the orders and lots of the small details. I, like my sister kindly pointed out to me, look like a headless chicken.
Sometimes I wonder why I am depressed....
About Me
- Bobu
- I am a weird girl that believes she is still a girl even thought she is almost 20. She can't spell. She loves to read and draw, like I said a few months ago, "when I grow up, I want to be an animator". Hopefully work for PIXAR, but I don't think that is going to happen, I might end up with Dream Works. I don't know what I want to do with myself. All I know is that I want to go to Ex'pression and get my BA in Digital Visual Media. (Yeah, try saying THAT 10 times).
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