Time Has Passed

So Cuatas is over. Been over. I have too much time and no time at all, Gaia contest is almost over, it's near finals (next week).
I'm almost 20. This Thursday. I'm getting me a cellphone.
<3
Finally.
I've been needing one recently.

Next semester is my last semester at NVC. I dunno where I'll go after.
I'll see what happens.
I am going to AX, I asked kita if she wanted to go to Fanime in May as well, and she said we could go.
So, I guess we are going?
LOL
TWO conventions.
XD

One is during memorial day weekend, so that will be cool.
Cool.
Cool?
gah.
Well, I'm off, byes
-Bobu

L. C.

Las Cuatas Mexican Restaurant is no more.
We cleaned everything and left it all purty. Took all our stuff. We have a restaurant in our garage....
XD

Well, it's been a fun 2 years. I'm going to miss my taco breakfasts.
;-;

2 tacos de carne asada con todo. Extra limon. Side of beans and rice. With avocado.
sigh.

The waitrising experience

So, I am a waitress.
Tip number 1: Kids and rice don't mix, so, when you take a plate to the table, keep it VERY far away from the kids otherwise you will have a hell of a mess to pick up.

Tip number 2: Smile. It gives you more tips, lots and lots of tips.

That's enough for today.

The best tip I have gotten so far was from a drunk guy.

He came into the restaurant, wanted a fried tilapia. That is the most time-consuming meal we have. Worst of all it was frozen. He kept bugging me about his food. I kept telling him, it's almost ready. It. Is. Almost. Ready. But he kept being annoying. Have you ever had a mexican man hiss at you because they want your attention? Well, he kept doing that. I HATE when men do that. I don't know how I didn't end up yelling at him.
So, his food arrived.
He ate.
He got up.
He wanted to pay.
It cost 11.something.
He only had a 10 and an 100.
He paid with the 100.
I only had 60 worth of twenties.
I needed one more.
I said, "wait a sec I owe you a twenty"
He said, "no it's okay"
I said, "Are you sure? It's a TWENTY"
He said, "No its okay" and walked away.
That day I made 20 dollars worth of tips on a table of one.
<3

Oh noes?

Or, oh yeas?

Mother is not continuing with the rest. So good bye to the two years I have been working there.
Wow, I can't believe it's almost over, about two more months....
I am going to have TOO much time in my hands.
....
Adios Las Cuatas.

Happy?

"I am sad because I am not happy". -kita
True words.
Well, today, I am happy. I am getting my laptop. Finally, been waiting for over a year to get it.
Mother's not doing so well, cause of sadness, I might add. Dad is getting angry will all of us because of it.

Gaia is making me have no life, it is keeping me busy.
I am learning how to drive, which is fun. And annoing, my sis doesn't know how to control her temper.
grr.

My friend came back, and since she came back, I stopped talking to her. Which is kinda disappointing.

And now I live day by day, not sure weather to be happy or sad.

Intersting

Oh so very interesting. Today I drove, on the highway. Maria said I drove like a drunk and it is/was true. I didn't do so well, and I drove at 60.... that was wierd.

I am still felling depressed, my PE class is going to kill me.
:gonk:

I am going oh so very poor, stupid Maria. Oh well.
Well, it has been fun talking to myself, but oh well. I have to go.
Byes,
-bobu

Mood: Mad?

I feel somewhat infuriated. For one, one of my best friends is using me, or at least it feels that way.
And I cannot to anything about it. Other wise I would not get what I want.

I still feel depressed. I am complaining more than usual. I am still complaining about complaining.
I feel that everything I have done in the past has been stupid and I get mad at myself because of it.
I think I will try to just pay attention to the books I am reading.

I feel stupider each day. I am forgetting lots of things. At work I forget most of the orders and lots of the small details. I, like my sister kindly pointed out to me, look like a headless chicken.

Sometimes I wonder why I am depressed....

Lots Of Stuffie

Okay, first of all, I have a feeling that I am writing to myself...
So be it.
After this I am going to bed.

I believe that the only people who will read this blog are random people I will never meet. My friend made me write in here, yet she hasn't come on to see what I have written. It doesn't matter.
Not that much anyway.

I finally sent a letter to Alondra, I friend of mine, I haven't seen her in a year-ish. I miss her. I hope she gets it. The letter.

I made a song for mother, it goes:
Mi mama no me quiere,
Nunca me ha querido.
Dice que me ama.
Siempre me ha mentidoooo!
My sister hates it. Sadly it is true.

Father's Day is coming. I feel sorry for him 'cause we had a party for mother, but we wont for him. I think that he will notice that he isn't very loved.

Gaia Contest is coming up, I am turning 3 years old on bobu, I am so happy. I have like 5 mil in my items.

I totally forgot about my friends b-day. My other friend had to tell me, I feel horrible.
Horrible.
I feel lousy and lonely, like I don't belong. Like I hate myself because I always seem to do the most stupidest things in the world. I won't mention them here. It would take too long.

One good thing is that the season three of Avatar is coming out next month, and HP too. the 11th and the 21st.

I have school tom. Pe. Something called spinning. I am scared.
My friend Mia is off away in Texas. I miss her, a lot.
Rabu... lol. Rabu. I have no idea what to do about that subject.

I have a long day tom. I am off to sleep.

...

I have a hole in the sole of my shoe....
;-;
I need new ones!
:gonk:

Joy Ride

So today, we got out of the car and it started to move!
I was like, "Maria! MARIA!!! The car is MOVING!!!!!!!!!!!"
So she turned the car, I went in front of it to stop it.
We succeeded. In the end I said, "Thank goodness that doesn't happen every day!"

Rabbit Rabbit

This is a reminder for me.
I said rabbit, rabbit. This is technically supposed to be a GOOD month. Not Bad and worse of all not "meh".

mood: depressed

I am feeling out of it. like I keep mentioning: mentally unstable.
I feel horrid because I didn't say good-bye to Mia.
;-;
I am horrid.
I don't like this at all.
Work isn't helping.
I am complaining more than normal. I feel sorry for my self and others.
I don't know what to do. For now, I guess I will sleep. Work. Eat.
This is just so annoying. I want to be okay feeling, not meh.
Not meh.
...

SSU

I am visiting Alma at SSU today.
It's fun?
I am using an Apple, SOOOOO annoying.
I cut my hair. It looks okay?
We (Mia, Alma and me) are going to watch an Italian movie. I'm excited.
^-^