Oh noes!

Wow, I haven't written anything is ages.

Right now I am mad at myself. Mad at myself for being happy, mad at my self for being sad, mad at my self for letting it get to me.
Lol. I'm about to cry. I'm that mad at my self.
I like to think that I am ready, but I am not. I am afraid of what's to come, and I am afraid I will have to end it before it even starts.

I am starting to get depressed. But this time the cycle was different, it usually was, happy, uber happy, depressed. Now it was, happy, uber happy, OMG I can't believe I am this happy, sad, depressed, really depressed.

I like to think it wont always be that way.


and yet I can't

Time Has Passed

So Cuatas is over. Been over. I have too much time and no time at all, Gaia contest is almost over, it's near finals (next week).
I'm almost 20. This Thursday. I'm getting me a cellphone.
<3
Finally.
I've been needing one recently.

Next semester is my last semester at NVC. I dunno where I'll go after.
I'll see what happens.
I am going to AX, I asked kita if she wanted to go to Fanime in May as well, and she said we could go.
So, I guess we are going?
LOL
TWO conventions.
XD

One is during memorial day weekend, so that will be cool.
Cool.
Cool?
gah.
Well, I'm off, byes
-Bobu

L. C.

Las Cuatas Mexican Restaurant is no more.
We cleaned everything and left it all purty. Took all our stuff. We have a restaurant in our garage....
XD

Well, it's been a fun 2 years. I'm going to miss my taco breakfasts.
;-;

2 tacos de carne asada con todo. Extra limon. Side of beans and rice. With avocado.
sigh.

The waitrising experience

So, I am a waitress.
Tip number 1: Kids and rice don't mix, so, when you take a plate to the table, keep it VERY far away from the kids otherwise you will have a hell of a mess to pick up.

Tip number 2: Smile. It gives you more tips, lots and lots of tips.

That's enough for today.

The best tip I have gotten so far was from a drunk guy.

He came into the restaurant, wanted a fried tilapia. That is the most time-consuming meal we have. Worst of all it was frozen. He kept bugging me about his food. I kept telling him, it's almost ready. It. Is. Almost. Ready. But he kept being annoying. Have you ever had a mexican man hiss at you because they want your attention? Well, he kept doing that. I HATE when men do that. I don't know how I didn't end up yelling at him.
So, his food arrived.
He ate.
He got up.
He wanted to pay.
It cost 11.something.
He only had a 10 and an 100.
He paid with the 100.
I only had 60 worth of twenties.
I needed one more.
I said, "wait a sec I owe you a twenty"
He said, "no it's okay"
I said, "Are you sure? It's a TWENTY"
He said, "No its okay" and walked away.
That day I made 20 dollars worth of tips on a table of one.
<3

Oh noes?

Or, oh yeas?

Mother is not continuing with the rest. So good bye to the two years I have been working there.
Wow, I can't believe it's almost over, about two more months....
I am going to have TOO much time in my hands.
....
Adios Las Cuatas.

Happy?

"I am sad because I am not happy". -kita
True words.
Well, today, I am happy. I am getting my laptop. Finally, been waiting for over a year to get it.
Mother's not doing so well, cause of sadness, I might add. Dad is getting angry will all of us because of it.

Gaia is making me have no life, it is keeping me busy.
I am learning how to drive, which is fun. And annoing, my sis doesn't know how to control her temper.
grr.

My friend came back, and since she came back, I stopped talking to her. Which is kinda disappointing.

And now I live day by day, not sure weather to be happy or sad.

Intersting

Oh so very interesting. Today I drove, on the highway. Maria said I drove like a drunk and it is/was true. I didn't do so well, and I drove at 60.... that was wierd.

I am still felling depressed, my PE class is going to kill me.
:gonk:

I am going oh so very poor, stupid Maria. Oh well.
Well, it has been fun talking to myself, but oh well. I have to go.
Byes,
-bobu